YOU are the reason I want nothing more than to die every single fucking day I have to yell at my fucking mind to not think about your body pressed against mine

Keywords: mental health , addiction , drinking , emotional abuse , gaslighting , manipulation , physical abuse , rape , relationships , sexual abuse , sexual assault

Every fucking moment of my life is consumed by the mere thought of you and I fucking hate you for it.

https://themiamadison.com/2020/10/27/the-reason

With Friends Like These, Who Needs Therapy?

A Mindful Repose

Content Warning: Emotional Abuse, Trauma

Well, it certainly has been a minute since I’ve written here. Life has had a way of keeping me mentally strained for a good while. And while it may be my first post in probably a year, I’m hitting the ground running with quite a weighted topic. While nearly all the information here is very personal, I felt called to share it. This may not be a spiritual post as this blog is intended, but this definitely speaks to and provides a part of my foundation in my spiritual work, and believe this mental breakthrough will open a lot of windows in my soul and is what I hope another leg in my journey of recovery and spiritual learning. True friendship is so precious and rare and has always been hard-fought for someone like me. Every person in my life has always been an important…

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