My mind is a mess on many levels

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Things that should take me mere minutes, takes me over an hour. I forget important things. My mind tricks me into thinking I’ve done those important things only to remember weeks later that I never did complete something. The depression and anxiety that has come along with all of this has been insurmountable at times. I try so hard to be positive but when I’ve literally felt these awful feelings in my bones, it’s been very difficult.

https://notjustmomtired.wordpress.com/2021/08/06/the-end-and-the-beginning

YOU are the reason I want nothing more than to die every single fucking day I have to yell at my fucking mind to not think about your body pressed against mine

Keywords: mental health , addiction , drinking , emotional abuse , gaslighting , manipulation , physical abuse , rape , relationships , sexual abuse , sexual assault

Every fucking moment of my life is consumed by the mere thought of you and I fucking hate you for it.

https://themiamadison.com/2020/10/27/the-reason