Why don’t I have any Friends?

In an effort to build a list for my 21st birthday celebration I sat down to jot down a list of people to invite. I came up with four people, two of which had other plans. “Why don’t I have any friends?” I thought to myself. At first I got very sad and decided that something must be wrong with me. Then I realized these things,

1. I don’t have friends because I make myself too busy to maintain emotional depth in my social life
2. I do not reach out to friends I once had because I don’t like to go out
3. I am terrible at keeping in contact with people
4. I have anxiety about my future and I have decided that every second that I’m relaxing is a nail in the coffin on my socioeconomic growth
5. I’m not very fun

I’ve decided that these five points are the reason I…